"Well, well, be careful yourself." Ucg hesitated and finally crustily skin of head knocked on the door.
"Come in"
When they entered the room, they saw Zhou Yi reclining on the sofa, playing with a golf club in his hand.
"Mr. Wei, the chairman, is here," Ucg said cautiously.
"Know you go out," Zhou Yi said without looking up.
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Chapter one hundred and eleven Men cry cry
"Is" ucg carefully back out Wei Xi and Zhou Yi left two people in the room.
"Hello Jay Chou" Wei Xi took the lead in breaking the deadlock.
Zhou Yi didn’t answer is to pick up the tea table handkerchief to wipe the club.
"Hello, Jay Chou" Wei Xi patiently greeted again.
"You are Wei Xi" Zhou Yi finally looked up at a Wei Xi.
"It’s Jay Chou," Wei Xi replied politely.
"If you’re here to talk, please come back. I’m not interested," Zhou Yi said coldly.
"But can I know the reason for your refusal, Jay Chou?" Wei Xi never gave up.
"Do you know who I am?" Zhou Yi looked at Wei Xi defiantly.
"Of course I know." Wei Xi doesn’t know what medicine is sold in Zhou Yi gourd.
"Do you know me?" Zhou Yi asked aggressively.
"Not really." Wei Xi answered honestly.
"You don’t know why I would say that to me. You don’t know me. What qualifications do you have to say?" Zhou Yi got up and threw Wei Xi’s note at his feet.
Wei Xixiao smiled and bent down to pick up the note.
"I apologize if you are angry about this note. I came to share my experience with people who are connected with me, but you don’t seem to appreciate it. Let’s pretend that you have never read this paper." Wei Xi folded the note and carefully put it in his pocket.
"Connected with the same life" Zhou Yi stared at Wei Xi’s face and smiled
"What makes you say that you are connected with my life? You are young and should not be married or born. How can you feel the taste of losing a home?" Zhou Yi put the cue aside, picked up an ashtray and lit a cigar and took a deep drag.
"But although I haven’t married yet, I have also experienced the pain of losing someone else’s loved ones, but the dead are gone. Shouldn’t we living people continue to live well? Can we show our deep feelings by torturing ourselves?" Wei Xi also began to get a little excited
"You don’t know what it’s like to lose your child. If you lose your child, your parents are not qualified to eat, drink, or even breathe. How can you live in this world without your child?" Zhou Yi painfully put his hand into his hair
"I know you didn’t let it go for ten years because of your guilt. You feel sorry for your son. You may think you killed him, right?"
Zhou Yi stared at Wei Xi with bloodshot eyes, and Wei Xi stared straight at Zhou Yi without fear.
"Yes, I admit that you are right." Zhou Yi withdrew his eyes and bowed his head and said sadly.
"But I am really sorry for him. If I had taken more care of their mother, my son would not have died, and my wife would not have left me because she hated me. Today, I deserve it. I want to leave this world with my son, but I think that’s too cheap. I should live, suffer and spend every day in repentance. This is my greatest punishment."
"So after all these years, has your guilt eased?" Wei Xi asked coldly.
"No, not at all" Zhou Yili shook his head.
"Is it more and more guilty?" Wei Xi asked as if he could see through his mind.
"I can’t even look at my son’s photos now," Zhou Yi said sadly, looking at the upside-down photos on the wall.
"Because you are too deep, you can’t get out. Maybe you deliberately don’t want to let yourself out. Now you are deceiving yourself like an ostrich. You are selfish, you know?" Wei Xi said mercilessly.
Zhou Yi looked at Wei Xi puzzled.
"Do you think your confession has anything to do with your son and your wife? Can you get back your son’s life if you are sad? Can you get back your wife’s heart if you repent? Nothing. What you do is your own idea. Everyone except you can see that there is nothing at all, and it hurts others and harms yourself." Wei Xi shook his head and said.
"But what can I do if I don’t do this?" Zhou Yi asked blankly.
"There are many things you can do. Now that you have chosen to live, why not live is more meaningful? Even if it is your son, you should live well. He left this world when he was so young. He still has a lot to experience and a lot of scenery to enjoy. Don’t you think it’s a pity? Why don’t you take this life instead of him?"
"You’re the first person to advise me like this because I’m afraid I won’t dare to advise me. Some of them say such painful nonsense as" Don’t be sad ","Zhou Yi sneered.
"They all care about you," Wei Xi comforted.
"But I don’t need their sympathy. The more I feel like this, the more angry I am. It’s not that I don’t want to live like a normal person, but that they can’t treat me like a normal person." Zhou Yi said with some irritation.
"I understand how you feel. I’ve had the same experience. At first, people tried to persuade me to be obedient, but I felt bored. Gradually, people stopped cleaning me up and isolated me as a harmful bacterium. Because they were afraid that I would lose my temper and be awkward, they didn’t dare to provoke me. I became more and more isolated, and then I fell into a more painful abyss and never got out."
"You really know," Zhou Yi said as if he were excited to meet a bosom friend.
"Of course, but I’m luckier than you. At that time, someone woke me up severely, otherwise I might not be able to treat you like this today." Wei Xi smiled at herself.
"Then I also want to thank the person who woke you up. If it weren’t for him, you wouldn’t have. Otherwise, who would say this to me today?" Zhou Yi’s rare face also showed a smile
"In fact, what others say is still important. Sometimes our willpower may be lacking that sentence, just like the corner. If you keep hesitating whether to turn around, you will never turn around. If you turn around mercilessly, you may see the road ahead." Wei Xixiao said.
"Maybe you’re right. Maybe I’ve been living in my own world for so many years. I refuse others to come into my world, and I’m also eager for someone to come in and take me out. Thank you for today’s words. I think I know what to do." Zhou Yi looked at Wei Xi gratefully.
"Can I sit down now?" Wei Xi knocked his legs nearly numb.
"Of course, I’m sorry, I’m sorry." Zhou Yi was busy and let Wei Xi sit down.
"By the way, let me show you this." Wei Xi took out a photo from his bag and handed it to Zhou Yi.
"This child is called Wu Fan, an orphan of the Children’s Welfare Institute. I helped him when I was abroad. He is a lovely and sunny child. If you are interested sometimes, you can go and see him." Wei Xi pointed to the boy with little tiger teeth in the photo.
"You said he was also called Xiao Fan" Zhou Yi asked excitedly.
"Yes."
"My son is also called Xiao Fan". Looking at the innocent child’s smiling face, Zhou Yi had tears in his eyes.